When you haven't seen your family in a month, and havent lived with them for 3 years, you really appriciate the moments you have with them. If it's only for a day, a hour. When i was moved away by the social services, i also got to know that my mom had cancer. And that killed me. Now, my mom is still sick, I clean almost everything for her, cuz the weekends I'm home, is her weekends off!